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Xue looked for a moment looking down "She was to boyish in her mannerisms and looks so you couldn't love her like you wanted... our room is where she was tortured, beaten and starved and she was suffocated and stabbed in the doll room" he said answering her question tears falling he didn't want to say it and he didn't want his mother crying.

Their father moved to his knees and held his wife close making soothing sounds "It's okay my dear, you are a good mother... she is the one that failed not you." his eyes moving to glare at his two sons

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Xue watched and ducked under the table as he seen something being flung at him, a glass barely missing his head "M-mummy..." he whimpered moving to crawl further towards her wanting to comfort her tears falling from his eyes. hearing her anger he whimpered and crawled out of the room as he was dragged but sat by the door wanting to know how to make it right but he didn't know if he could. "Because she asked the question... I can't help it I get hit if I don't answer questions." his eyes went back to their father that was trying to calm his wife

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"But she asked what we knew of her, so I told her... if she didn't want the answer she shouldn't have asked the question should she?" he sounded confused if that was how it worked, his eyes looked to his mother their father still trying to calm her.

Soon he stood and walked into the room his eyes closing "Why are you still filled with grief? You have two children who can fill both your needs if you demanded it of them why grieve over me who was disobedient even now in death" his voice was calm as he spoke he took his mothers hand in his own "He longs for your love no matter what you do to him, the other to be normal and to do things other boys do but you keep them locked up like me" a smile move onto his face

"I gave them these things to please you my mother as these where the most favoured clothing for a boy and girl." with that Xue's eyes opened and he looked up to his mother falling back screaming as he cut his hand on a broken glass and some china "I-I didn't mean it... you are a good mummy... Don't hate me... please mummy."

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Xue watched their mother walking out the room, his hand was stinging he could feel it but he had no idea how the hell he got into the room "I didn't need to see that Suyin!" he grumbled looking back to his brother as he called his name "My hand hurts." he explained their father moving after their mother at the moment his brat children where the least of his worries or concern "You think if we turn this into a day for mummy she might be happy again?" he asked sitting where he was.

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Xue brought his hand forward and started to pull the shards of what was in his hand "Well we can't run we wouldn't survive we don't know anything outside the house." he winced as he pulled out a large shard of glass "Lets fix my hand and clean out my wardrobe of boy clothes that'll make mummy happy i'm sure and then perhaps we can find the craft room and make her a card and stuff."

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Xue didn't want to give up his life as a boy but as it stood his mothers love meant more to him than anything he wanted. Xue allowed him to be helped up making sure not to get the blood on his dress "Taihei, start calling me she and her... w-we need to find me a new name perhaps I can take her name so it'll be like mummy never lost her." he knew it could backfire however

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He blinked nodding to what the other had said "Okay and mummy can name me, that way I have a name she will like and we can at least give her the daughter she wants so badly." he smiled wincing as his hand was tended to "Not my fault I came out a boy" he whimpered tears falling as his hand stung badly "I WANT MUMMY!" he cried out feeling the pain fully

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He knew that he had angered his mother so she wouldn't want to see him for the longest of times but it still hurt as he thought mothers where meant to be loving and forgiving of their children. He stood nodding to going to get the card made hoping they didn't make to much of a mess so it wouldn't cause anymore ripples in the water. "Thank you Taihei..." he was glad the other sort of understood but he also knew that he was angry at him, but then he had always been a mummy's boy craving attention from her in the hopes to keep it but it always seemed never to happen