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"What the heck?!" Rosen demanded, turned and glaring at Long, "Do you want to get better or not?" he asked, angry face close to Long's.

Rosen could see the red blush in Long's face and the lust in his eyes now. "... I won't tell... if you wont'," he whispered.

Rosen recognized the look and slowly frowned, "This withdrawal is really messing with you more than I thought..." he mused as he slowly started to back off, "But you need to keep the IV in, okay?"

"Don't," Long said quickly, reaching out for Rosen's arm. The blush deepened before he hid his face again. But he didn't say any more.

Rosen blinked, "What?" he said, not really believing what he was hearing and seeing, "You want a kiss or something?"

Long didn't move for awhile. "... I... I'm scared," he stuttered quietly, "because... I don't remember..."

"Don't remember what?" Rosen asked with an eyeroll.

Long swallowed a little before continuing, still holding onto Rosen's arm, "I don't remember... loving anyone..." His face fell a little more into shadow. "But somehow... I know exactly what I'd do. I feel it, but I can't... why..." He swallowed again. "Why would someone do this to me?"

"Maybe Sheng trained you to seduce people and then wiped it from your memory," he replied with a shrug like it was perfectly natural, "You have memory gaps, right?"

Long shook his head a little. "... I was being trained... to suppress my feelings," he explained quietly. "I... kept failing."

Rosen's jaw dropped a little, "To suppress your what?!" he asked in astonishment.

Long didn't say anything, slowly letting go of Rosen's arm.

Rosen cussed a little, "What a..." he cussed again, "What a horrible..." he shook his head briefly before suddenly leaning down and kissing Long, even if that wasn't what a friend would do.

Long was surprised, but he didn't try to push Rosen away. Instead, he started to shyly kiss Rosen back after he got over the shock. Then he lifted one of his hands and rested it on the top of Rosen's chest.

It wasn't too long before Rosen suddenly pulled away, "You have feelings, they're what make you human, and no one can ever take them away from you... got it?!" he demanded, very adamant about this."

Long gave a short nod before reaching up and pulling Rosen down again.