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Asami made a new avatar but i dont know if i should save it

Ooh, a new avi. I want to see~ > w<

Any time you ask that question, the answer will probably be yes.

But... idk..
Okay ill save it
Hope you like it..

Heheh, I would sure like to see it. I don't see how it could beat your current one though.

Ooo, I stand corrected! Gorgeous!

Almost always will be a yes.

Oh wow, I LOVE those colors.

Lol thanks >///<
You guys are too nice

It's so pretty~ <3

I'm feeling blue.

I feel as though many of my friends are getting tired of spending any time with me... Maybe it's something more. Maybe it's that I'm bad at reaching out. Maybe I'm not enthusiastic enough, or kind enough, or free enough. I know I can seem uptight at times. I suppose I am. And I guess I don't show my affection as much as I should. But still... I just... I don't know...

There are people that I miss talking to. People that I see around, but don't seem to be connecting with anymore. It's probably my fault. I always seem to lose friends when my interests start to shift... But I can't help it... I can't stick to a single thing. I suffocate without more, suffocate without the something to learn, to examine, to research. I don't know much of anything, and can't seem to talk like other people do.

I'm probably being overly emotional right now. Everything's been twisted about recently.

-wanders off to fix tea-

I don't get attached to people very often, personally anyway, but I can understand wanting to talk to people. I'm pretty much socially retarded and have a lot of trust issues so it's hard for me to get close to people. Actually, I'm usually the one to start drifting away from my friends when our interests change or going to different schools. That's because of my lack of attachment to them.

*hugs Gall* I'm not very good at expressing my feelings, but I think I can understand yours.

I'm not good at saying what I mean without a great deal of effort, or ranting. I'm broken easily, even if temporarily, and rejection wears on me badly because it does take effort to reach out to begin with. When I get attached, it's very deeply, much more so than I'm typically able to express.

It's worse irl, too. You just. You don't touch me. You have to be extremely close to me for the hugs to be reciprocated, otherwise I just freeze. Getting intimate with partners is nearly impossible without a great deal of patience.

Neither my mind nor my body like to cooperate with my feelings.

You have just put words to all my feelings and the like. Seriously, tears just flowed out because of how much I can relate.

I'm okay with hugs most of the time. Just don't sneak up on me. I don't think I'll ever get into an intimate relationship with anyone. The thought of someone wanting to touch me is completely nauseating. They deserve better.

Yeah. It seems the only time I can say what I feel is when I really don't want to do something.

I don't like hugs. They're strange. I lean against people. Or hold hands. That's about it.

Crys, bro, we're totes bros now. Had bonding moment and everything.

I can only say what I feel when the situation is completely and utterly relaxed. When anger and the like start to get involved, I freeze, too.

Hugs are the closest thing to cuddling I'll get, so I'm okay with it.

Bros...? ; w; So happy.

I normally censor my emotions because I can't find the proper words most of the time and/or no one really cares about what I think anyway.

I don't censor, I just deal. I'd like to think there's a difference.