idk they all make me feel so stupid at the lab (in the club house) all the time.. idk.. i know they dont mean to and such but... i feel like they just dont think im smart or something... idk.. i try not to post there but then they are like why arent you posting? and i feel bad but idk... i dont like feeling this way.. im in such a frail state of mind at the moment and little things set me off...
maybe talk to some of them in private? i mean it cant hurt maybe they don't now. I had friends like that at times where they were way too smart and i couldnt really hold a solid conversation with them ^^;
i know but im afraid. i mean im plenty smart but online i like to be cute and stuff... it helps and i feel like they belittle me a little bit... i know they dont mean to but it happens a lot.. im not in a good mood anymore at all... i feel so depressed..
yeah but then they get all upset at me.. idk... ill try not to... but.. i dont want people to think im being mean..
btw i ahve an awesomes idea for the rp. like WAYYY later on... >> such an epic moment...