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I just have nothing to say since no one wants to hear me complain about life when it seems something is going wrong everyday...if not multiple things.

Most of the time I just don't know what to say or how to say it. Have you tired having a feelings jam in the life style forum? o 3o

No. But I don't want to talk about those things anymore. If I wanted to do that I'd get on my livejournal. Or something.

I see. I wish I didn't suck at advice giving. :<

Because no one wants to hear about it there and there's more important things in there that people need help with.

You never really know unless you post. o 3o

See, most people think about things about how bad they are whereas I think about coping mechanisms. I learned no coping mechanisms except avoidance which is hard to do when it's someone you must depend on for things like food.

I don't like talking about my problems with life either. Mostly out of stubbornness and not wanting to burden anyone. I will even label my issues as petty and stupid to justify my not telling. It's cost me two class withdrawals and I've gotten really sick because of it.

I was never one for avoidance. I'll push things aside for a time, sure, but that's so I can handle it and come to terms a bit at a time. Some days are easy, a little talking, everything goes fine. Some days are harder, where things slip and I have to work to get them to keep from smothering me again. So... I don't usually talk about things, except when I really do need someone to listen.

I have limited patience for those who make their issues out to be the worst there could possibly, but for those of you that tell yourselves other things are more important, I have all the patience in the world.

I'm gonna agree with Crys here and say - oi. Lab open, all da timez. -blatantly waves advertising signs around-

Duuuuuuuude, that second part is how I feel about my issues all the time. It's like you can read my feelings. o 3o This is nice feelings jam we're having. I didn't even have to go to the feelings jam forum either. 8D

I think another part of the problem is, for me, no one seems to listen-at least not IRL so I'm getting to the point of why should I talk, you know?

I am the feelings whisperer. It's a rare talent coming from years of listening to half-human creatures scream in pain, sorrow, and ecstasy at the same time.

I try to remind myself that not everyone I meet will be like those I've met in the past, and closing myself off is a sure way to miss out on possible happiness.

That, and I get lonely.

I know how that feels. :< I usually get interrupted or have an unpopular opinion with my circle of friends, so I just try my best to be as neutral as possible about everything. It's just why bother if no one really cares, right? D:

Exactly...I have my own mother ignoring me. Like after dad died, she was selling the truck. My aunt was willing to pay full price at income tax. I told mom this five billion times. She sold it to someone else under the price she wanted and claimed I never told her that my aunt wanted it -.-

And other things of course, but that's the one that comes to mind first.

Oh my, I have no words. That was just... ugh. *facepalm*

Which she could've just let me have the truck instead of being on my fourth car in five years.

That truck is still running. The guy who bought it lives two houses down.