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Asami; Awww, so long as you are not hurting yourself.

I know where mine started... how and why..

Do you want me to explain it to you moon?
you should cancel the trade. I want to buy it moon

Its usually about hurting ones self crev...

@Asa: Sure, if you don't mind.

and nope, I want to give it to you ^^"

Mia is about being a pig. A dirty worthless selfish pig. You eat all the time. You eat you food fast you steal your families food you eat whatever you can. Then come back for more. Because you are a pig. Then when you are on the edge of being too full you go and throw it up. You never want to do it after an hour of eating because the food will mix with stomach acid.
You stop thinking about what you eat. You just eat whatever you can whenever you can.
You let the food control you.
Then you purge to regain control. You try you hardest to get rid of all the poison in you. You throw up until its bile and then throw up more.

Oh then you decide to try laxatives
you start off with one a day then its 5 then its 80. And you wake up in the middle of the night and couldnt make it to the bathroom.
Maybe you decide to exercise? Well your lucky because youre on the road to anorexia. You start going to the gym an hour aday. Then it gets so bad that you spend your whole day exercising.

//sigh its not a pretty thing at all.
Eventually puking becomes the answer to EVERYTHING. You puke when you have a bad hair day, your bf dumped you, someone yelled at you. Ectect

You want to quit? Ive quit a million times. Youll never quit it once its gotten a hold of you.

Im not saying thats exactly what i do. But im not going to sugar coat it to make it sound easy.

Did the server lag out for everyone too?

Annoying Icecream truck is annoying.. ono

@Asa: O-o ....i dunno what to say to that

and yes, the server messed up for me too >.>

DK; Did you get the email??

Midnight; Evil thing is evil..

It did crash

Moon
Its how it is

sure is. but thankfully it got fixed fast enough

Asa is absolutely right..

And thats not even all of it..
once you throw up too much you start throwing up blood.
It happens but most people still do it

I don't have Bulimia, but I've coughed up blood before.
From days upon days of not eating, and working out till I couldn't move a muscle anymore.

Yes that even happens.
Its not fun. And it hurts more than anything.
But you cant stip
you think oh. It wont happen again. Or maybe that was the ketchup i had earlier