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Well that's good, I almost managed to do this before Luna vanished on me.

Do what?

.---. I just have other problems with friends and shit.

Get out of the house for a little while ^^;

I stay inside a lot because I have nowhere to go, really.

I usually do too. But I just, I'm trying to avoid homework so I've been hiding out elsewhere. >_>

And Thom has been wanting to see me so I go hang out with him. ^_^;;

Well if someone wants to spend time with you then you should go for it :3

That's what I say. And then some other guy decides that he NOW wants to argue about how I am hurting him. -Sighs.-

Is this some other guy that hasn't been around or talking to you at all? :/

Yeah, it's the same one that has had 8 months to ask me to be his, 8 months of me being there trying my hardest for us to work. And now he is being a whiny **************************. -_-

You know what he said to me? I said I visited this guy (who I am kinda dating, we are taking it slow but anyway) who tore a tendon, it wasn't intended. I assumed he would want to rest, but he wanted me over to his apartment to entertain him (in the purest sense of company). And I didn't tell the other but he got mad when I told him why I was there saying something about how i can visit someone who broke his foot but not be there for his breaking heart. -____________________________- Really?!

...the hell.

Shouldn't he have asked you to spend time with him if he wanted your company? And how the hell would you being there help with a broken heart? Especially if it was your "fault" as he's trying to imply. x.x

He is. Because he knows I like this other guy, what he doesn't know is that this other guy likes me. But if he is blowing up like this, you can see why? I was just really hawked off by his attitude. It hurts me too.

Well, it's not like I can't understand jealous feelings (been dealing with them myself) but blowing up like that doesn't help one bit :/

No. And I told him it pushes me away when he does that. -Sighs- I also told him he needs to see a psychologist or someone. Because it's an unhealthy level. He's not eating much even when he is starving, he cries after we video chat, sometimes while I"m still on the line. It's getting scary.

That's really scary :/ I'm so sorry to hear it Liosh... :x

-Sighs- it's okay. I am trying to learn to separate myself from it because otherwise I get sucked in and feel terrible because I do care about him, just. . . things have fallen apart and I need someone who will commit, regardless of if it works out or not because to me that shows that person cares enough to make that effort.

Yes I know how that feels...I'd like a little commitment myself. Ah well, I'm just trying to be patient.

I'm trying to too.