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Batterz, I meant, do you have enough Au now that you're 1.5k down?

-loves harder-

AND THATS ALSO WHY YOU CHILL OUT ON THE ROOF! xD <3 I remember that, too!

See, I'm not in that kind of situation. I more than get a long with my mom. hell, she's my best friend. She's never judged me, well, not since I was younger. She used to call me fat and shiz too. Playing around, yes, but it still affected me negatively, and now she has to deal with an anorexic daughter, who obsesses over calories, food, working out, and weight. I think I'm a size one or something like that-- last time I checked. They really don't let me get on scales anymore, because its gotten THAT bad.

I mean, when I'm bloated from PMS, I gain about 5-8 pounds of water weight and I FLIP BALLS. So horribly, I end up just about starving myself for that entire week, and push myself so hard by the end of week I crash. hard.

You should have texted me or something, and I would have made your day incredibly better. And I'm only lookin' cause YOU SO SEXY GIIRRRRLLLL! XDD

No, but seriously, thats just.. so messed up. ><;



Espybby;; I'm good, love! I just.. put things off till the last minute half the time. xDD; You didn't break me, no worries!

Batty; <3 Yup. Still my favorite place to have a cig.

That's good. The relationship with your mom that is. I think a lot of stuff would've gone better in my life if I could've talked to them about it. Like when Jon died, or hell any of my other friends who did. About my d-bag ex's, how people treated me at school etc. etc. But we don't do that in my family. Hell, I don't think my dad's ever told me he loved me unless I was like itty bitty and I don't remember it and growing up he made sure that I knew I was expendable and that I did not have to live in the family if I didn't like it. I'd like to be friends with my parents.

As long as you're taking care of yourself sweetheart. Not exactly the healthiest mindset but everyone has an obsessive vice. As long as I don't have to hear about you dyin' on me or getting so bad that you have be to taken to the hospital. -loves- I'd miss my girl dearly. And maybe find something else to obsess about to take your time off of it. (I did a little stint with that but my grandmothers home made cooking kinda killed it.)

I'm not allowed to be on my phone when I'm at dinner with my parents. <3 But thankee love. You make my little heart go pitter patter. :]

What have I missed?

Hola Asa. Your avi is bitchin'. And I'm just complaining about how family dinner went.

Thank you
I tried

Awuh I am truly sorry //hugs

Thats why I'm glad my sperm donor is MIA. Some men just aren't meant to be fathers. I'm just glad you still turned out as amazing as you did <33

I know some people with parents like that have come out severely mentally scarred, so much so, they're incapable of even loving another individual. -sighs- Sometimes I just wanna smack some people in the face. Or, in my case, kick them in the face. I'm much better at using my legs. ;]

But nyeeeh! I don't think I'll ever give myself another mindset. I'm stuck. I'm healthy, in a VERY unhealthy way. xDD;

BATTY IS THE ULTIMATE OXYMORON. <33

@-@what is going on

In other news: I just found a few avatars I had forgotten to put into my closet. xDD;

And they're badass. If I do say so myself.

Parents being dicks. And take a nap? Or well, I guess it's too late for a nap. Haha. -hugs back- <3

Batty; Yeah, some men aren't, I'd def. agree there. It's not all bad, just... a lot of it's bad. And it sucks because I love 'em a lot. I'd be nice to know that I always have a place to go back home to but I know I don't. lol

Yeah. Your parents are kinda the first thing that teaches you love. I mean I know it's affected me and I kinda see how in a lot of ways (me and Jon actually had a small talk about it one night because we were talking about how I interact with men and my major relationship issues. But you can't really pick your parents. You get popped into the world and you do your best and I'll always love them no matter what, because that's what family is supposed to do.

You're like that starburst commercial.


edit: Bad ass. o: I'm currently drumming up a wish list. :]

Wish lists are important

I just got back from working out guys! =D
*feels sore in a good way*

I'm the starbust commercial? WHAAA? xDD;

Asa; They are. I'm finally taking the time to go through all the items and figure out what I want to make my goals to get.

Spirit; Welcome back. And now I feel lazy. Haha.


EDIT: Contradiction Commercial

EDIT Contradiction #2!

I'm hungees.

-noms on Funk- MUSCLE IS GOOD FOR THE TUMMY.

Asami thinks contradictions don't existever. If something is there then its real not a contradiction o.o