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//sigh
so I get to keep the kindle if I do 10 fold more chores and stuff
I have to fully clean the basement including the laundry room, both my brothers room, the basement bathroom, the family room and the hallway... plus the stairs....
then I have to clean my room, the living room, the kitchen, upstairs bathroom, and help my mom clean her room (which means I have to do it myself)
I have to mow do dishes take out the trash cook food make everyones plates feed and water the animals ect
and make sure they stay clean....
Can I kill myself yet?

no dont do that...

that is a lot of work for one person

I know but cant I be selfish for ONCE?!? Cant I do something that I enjoy outside of this stupid tucking town that is killing me slowly?
Am I not allowed to have fun... or want to live?
Warped tour was the silver lining. If that's taken away Idk... it does mean a lot to me. You probably wouldn't understand

I /have/ to if I want to go to warped tour and keep my only birthday present

wow that is horrible

Oh well... gonna worm on the basement and finish mowing here in a bit...

ok dont work too hard there asami

Its whatever if I do or don't

Is there any way for you to get out of that house, Asami? Cause you're clearly in pain there, and it sounds like your parents don't truly treat you as a parent should...

No way Atm..

Also if I seem really depressed anymore don't worry..
Ill get over it.

I worry a lot by habit. You can't tell me not to XD

Espy is silly...
//sigh
they are calling me to do work but... I'm waiting on gall..

Dude, tell them you need a freaking break in between chores.

I wish there was something I could do to help you out. I don't like knowing that you're in this situation, yet being unable to do anything. I worry for you, Asami. <3

If I lived nearby...I'd let you live with me D:

Partially because I get lonely...and if you did that around my house and my mom bitched about you doing nothing, I'd rip her head off.

I'd rip off your mother's head for you (not literally of course).

Here's an idea, stop doing the things you do-let them take your kindle if they're serious, but when it gets bad, ask them if they can notice the difference between when you "do nothing" and when you're really "Doing nothing". Also, most people get paid for doing that much cleaning.

o..0;

I thought I was having issues with my grandfather and him calling me lazy.. -I admit I am not a fan of cleaning, I am more happy to do the cleaning in one day each week- but what your parents are doing is more awful.

By chance, would you have a friend you could go stay with for a bit or a relative? If you had the money, I would of said come over here for a bit to get a vacation and a break from all that.

And don't kill yourself.. if my phone had credits, I would of said for you to call me and let the steam out.. I should be having an American number next week, if you need someone to call, I can give it to you.