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Going to sleep now

I: then why post that! Gah! XD

Yay Asa's awake! This if the first night I've been able to just chill at the compie so was lookin' for some company. :]

Oh that's awesome! (: so how have you been?

Been better but also really good. I was half asleep and was listening to Sarah and my mom have a convo and by shit came up. Apparently she's already talked to him about that and told him "Don't yell at her. Yelling at her will not help and just make her more depressed. We're all just gonna sit down and make a plan." So uh, my dad knows about how badly I did but my mom's got my back. So. Wow, weekend of a lot of emotions.

You?

O.o sounds crazy...

Just normal stuff
family makes messes. I clean it up. Get yelled at for not doing one thing. Dad gets super poesy and demeans us all u.u just normal. Oh and Mike came over. So that was fun. I miss him. I wish we got to see each other more than we get to...

It will be once my dad gets home from his business trip. I just hope I dont' have to be sober for that convo.

I hope you and him can see each other more soon. And I get the family BS. But there's really no one that can make you feel some things than family. I hope that eases up a bit too.

how are we doing?

What's going on???

Yeah he just has to work and go to school so yeah. And apparently because we never get to see each other my dad says I'm just mikes booty call. u.u

I might be around less often, possibly.
I've got a LOT of shit going on right now, and, I don't know.

I'm not saying I'm taking a leave, or a hiatus, I just may post more sporadically. =] As in, I won't be glued to the laptop unless I HAVE to be.

): I understand... but ill miss you batty...

There won't be anything to miss! <33

I'll still be here, and I'll still check in.
Not leaving, or anything. Just taking more breaks from the computer during the day. I'll probably still be on all night, though.

I know but still
I: makes me feel sad..

Oh no, Batty no go!

-cuddles- No worries.

As soon as I get my shit back on track, and my head back on my shoulders, I'll be back to posting like a crazy bitch in no time.

I'm just more focused on working, and getting myself back to where I was before this stupid self loathing, self hating, stupid stupid batty came about.

o_O I've missed a lot it seems.