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Lol I vaguely remember a time ( apparently my dad remembers though ) when I was around middle school age, when I punched a guy in the throat because he touched me. ( I believe that's what made me do it. xD;; )
Or the time in elementary, when some kid pushed me ( which counts as touching obviously ) and I knocked him and most of the line down. ( also according to my dad, because I don't remember most of this xDD )
And my punching is normally just blindly. I feel like I'm flailing when I do it. xD
So it's not like I'm like.. aware of it. I only notice afterward and then I'm like "Ohshit I'm sorry D8" lolol

If I initiate it all, though, I wont hit.

+has never been to any professional about anything+ So I don't know if I have any phobia. I just know I'm similar about the things coming at my face stuff. I get really scary about that. Hence the chem teacher situation. xD;;

@choc: what's your phobia? :|

@mei: You're basically choosing fight over flight. XD I'm more of a flight response.

I dunno what my deal is, I just don't trust people. Taking without my permission is punishable by pain. So I retaliate to things when I've obviously not given a sign of permission and alrightness. LoL

I'm just weird. especially since I have an obvious kick for attention. *Grins.*


NOW I think I am finally and really going to bed.

*tucks duce in bed* nighty~

N'night Keiko. * Buries himself down in under the blankets and pillows.*

Me and Duce were separated at birth. :|
Lolol, seeya


Lauv: xDD That's weird for me since I usually hate confrontation. Thankfully people are familiar with me, so nobody takes it personal, lolol = u =;;
Now that I think about it, it's crazy how I've never gotten into a bad situation because of it. @__@ Ishouldbethankfulforthatlol

I like the attention too, though, just... not shown with touch. xAo;

*Motions at Meizicht* I thought we concluded that yesterday. You can sleep under my bed here. *points lazily.*

Pfff, I'm not sleeping yet, but I'll crawl under there just because anyway. > n >
+likes closed-in spaces+
...
+crawls under bed+

I like attention through physical contact. Not pain though >A< eew no.

Can I tuck in there too? ;3;

XD frick i can't spell it, i have to get on wiki

haphephobia XD big word haha

Lauv: I'm satisfied when people simply invite me to things or talk to me without me having to initiate everything. xD ( not that it never happens, I'm just easy to satisfy )

>A> Iunno, it's Duce's bed.

@choc: what's that phobia?

@mei: like parties?

Lol no, I'm not one to go to the kind of parties you're probably thinking of.
I'm talking about within my group of friends. I like to be included in things with them.
And for example, instead of me always having to start conversations with people, I like it if someone contacts me first. Makes me think that they actually want to talk to me. xD

( also Chocobo's phobia is the phobia of being touched. Cause we were talkin' about it. xD )

Oh yeah~ hehe, I understand. I would feel bad if my friends don't invite me ;3; that happened before...

and a fear of physical contact? ;3; that's...well, hmm...

it means i cant bear being touched, i would rather swallow a roach than be at a crowded part in short sleeves *shudders* skin repulses me and contact is difficult when i initiate and downright terrible otherwise