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I am the manry-est of men!

Shun sighed a little as he dried another plate "You believe right now I am lying to myself don't you" he said remembering how he and Adrian brought up how he was blind or that's how it seemed to him "But how can I be lying to myself about things that are just myths like Kirin, dragons, demons... aura readers?" he asked with a sigh unsure if he wanted to go down this path but it was to late he was already on it

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun bit his lip for a moment as he thought for a moment or two "You know you talk of auras, Sho's sister Rin did too." he said eventually showing the other perhaps he might not understand but he knew someone that did. Eventually he just had to ask "You and Adrian say I am not normal, then what am I?" he wanted to know what they though he was why he heard whispers and why he was treated like he was by his family but one out of three questions would be fine enough for the moment.

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun dropped the plate he had in his hand out of pure astonishment of what the other had said "K-Kirin?" he managed to stutter after a few minutes of complete silence, he knelt down to clean up the dish "I can not be a Kirin nor can Adrian" he brought out his phone and started dialing his mother wanting answers his whole world had been turned upside down "Mum..." he never called her that it was always proper but his mind was in chaos so wasn't thinking straight

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun hung up as he never got an answer and sighed wondering when would the best time to be to talk to her so sent her a text to contact him as soon as she could it was important as he wanted an explanation on Kirin. "Sorry about that Hitori, I was just caught me by surprise" he explained going back to what he was doing "My mother should contact me soon, I want to know why they wouldn't have told me if this is indeed true."

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun blinked shaking his head "Not really but normally keep to myself as I have studies and paperwork needed for the clubs next term." he sighed remembering all the paperwork that he had been neglecting to have some kind of social life "I do know Sho gets depressed and worried though." he said putting away the final dish.

I am the manry-est of men!

"So their is a whole race of Kirin in the kingdom?" he didn't understand that it was special to be one or that their was more than one kingdom but he had been kept away from that kind of 'myth' all his life so this was all new to him. He looked to his phone sighing wishing she would phone already, he knew if Miyako tried to call or text this would have already been sorted out but he had to wait and it pissed him off.

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun listened trying to take in all the information but he found it hard as he didn't fully believe that he was one. "I have work I have to tend to Hitori I'll come and visit with a snack in a few hours." he said switching off the intercom in the kitchen heading to his own room to restart the drawing he ruined earlier "Please mother call..." he whispered putting his phone on the desk he wouldn't hold his breath however as his needs in the family where always put last or he wouldn't be sent away during summer to study.

I am the manry-est of men!

Shun continued to draw till he eventually crashed so much went through his mind between what he was brought up doing and believing and what he had been told today it weighed heavily on him as he had no idea what truly he was or was meant to do. He just wish whatever cruel joke this was that it would just come to an end. It was there in his dream that the thought of ending it by his own hands came again it was a sure sign even to him in his sleeping state that he was in distress.