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Harlot - Sorry to hear about your rotten luck with the male species last night. If it makes you feel any better, from just reading over that, I would say that you are a knock out, and he thought he could have a chance at you, but when he realized that you have, oh I don't know STANDARDS. xD
You are worth more then a bar night / party night hook up any way. Regardless of how hot the pantie ripping was.
Have a shot for me, take a hot shower and put on something pretty today. Prolly make you feel better :3

Batty - Hey girly! Haven't talked to you in forever....

Batybby; Haha, I rarely admit to it but I'm crying right now. Thank you. Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. So bad. 'Cause I feel like dirt. And I just. -holds you really close- I tried to be so careful, obsessively so.

Me of all people? Haha. <3 Thank you. I just feel like I should've known better than to trust, ya know? Like, I refused to be another "notch on his belt", I've finally started to maybe believe in self worth a little bit. And it got me punched in the gut.

Especially with social anxiety disorder. Even when I've been to a persons house thousands of time someone else has to lead the way and knock on the door because I am TERRIFIED of it being the wrong door. And he leads me there on purpose? I am just. God. I'm a fucking idiot.

Kira;; HAY THERE, YOU! How you be?

Harlotbby;; Its the fucking truth. YOU. ARE. WORTH. MORE. Know what you need to do? Go take a bath. Light some candles. Listen to your soothing jazz music, and relish in YOU time. He's an idiot, who probably doesn't know his dick head, from his brain, and deserves a serious beatdown. Honestly, you did everything right, in the situation you were in. You're not dirt, you're amazing. And you ALWAYS will be. Just don't let the ass get to you.

*Peaks in* Am I welcome in here?

God. Thank you. Just. Thank you. So much. I don't have a lot of brain left right now. I was wearing my favorite pj shirt thing too. So, arhg! Haha. Sucks. And I don't know if I'm a knock out but that's what I hope his actions mean. Just too damn fancy, d:

You made me smile tho', thank you. And you know what, I will take that shot -after I get this post done- and put make up on and I don't have a lot of clothing at my friends house but I'll get dressed in the best I have over here. Sounds like a good idea.

I have a feeling that his female came home early or wasn't supposed to be there at all, so he had to act all "Well this drunk girl followed me home babe" or something. He more then likely really, REALLY wanted you to stay but he didn't want his girlfriend taking his balls for a joy ride.

I'm sorry to hear that happened Helsinki Harlot... I hope bad things happen to this guy for what he did to you. He deserves it.

Course you are, Gozed.

And nahh, Kira. I don't think that was it. I honestly think, after he realized what kind of brains Harlotbby has, he decided he didn't want to get involved with that. Which is a douche-bag move. He wasn't gettin her on the hook that easily, so, figured it wasn't worth his time.

And for the better, too. Cause you know what? HIS FUCKING LOSS. I'd KILL to spend a night with this chick. KILL! xD;

Pregnant as all holy hell. Haven't had a good sleep in weeks -___- But the kicks are all good, so I am slowly growing and just dealing. Is it Christmas yet? xD

Hey Gozed!

Everyone's welcome to this thread! - runs off to respond to other posts-

Haven't been on Trisphee in a long time. Too many new faces. O_O

Batybby; I'd take a bath but Sarah's tub is too big to fill up with all hot water to the right level. We've had to call maintenance people again and again for shit wrong with her faucets. (The bathroom sink water smells so bad.) But I'm thinking of it.

Haha, since you said that. I came back and eventually woke Sarah up to tell her. She took a metal rod to a free hanging shelf and stormed out the door with it to go beat his ass. I made her stop and come back but she threw the piece to the ground first and punched a wall. (I was pretty upset when I told her, it had just happened.) And she spent the rest of the night throwing things at the ceiling to disturb his sleep until I made her stop.

God I love you. You make me feel awesome-sauce. :)

Lol. I feel yea. I took a few months off for some random reason, I think I burned out on questing...

I don't think we have met though. ^__^

Yay cigs! -chain smokes while on her laptop- We finally got rain too so it smell awesome.

Kira; Haha. We were at the neighbors birthday thing and his girlfriend called and I was like' go handle that". Walked into the wrong building and we had to follow him to say "hey, wrong one". He lives on his own so she doesn't live with him. I know a TON a bout his girlfriend and her being british and whatever and that's cool beans. Just, I grilled him and pushed him on it and he told me they weren't actually dating so fine. Just, I'm a god damn adult. If you messed up 'cause you were a little drunk and little brain got the best of big brain, FINE. Just tell me instead of sending me to the wrong door, inviting me in, and then telling me to get the fuck out after telling me "you're the most perfect girl I've ever met". Fuck you. Just be honest with me.

/ More positive note! Yay for your kiddo. All the best wishes.


Eki; Thank you sweetheart. :) Makes me smile. I'm not a very vindictive person as a rule but, I dunno. What will happen will happen I just hate feeling like a fool.

Battybby; It started out as a conversation about religion and politics. Especially international politics and then to social issues and elections and history and colonialism. I knew he was taken so I just wanted to talk and then this guy just goes for me. So I'm confused as all hell.

And one of the worst parts is, you know I have self harm scars. He stripped me to my underwear. So the scars on my stomach and my thighs were clearly visible. I did NOT want to show him that. Even when we were doing stuff I wouldn't let him completely undress me or do certain things. He saw, ALL of my scars. And they look like self harm scars. And I have a ton of them. I don't have casual sex very often because of that and he just B-lined through everything. Those were not his to see.

<33 Same feels. I told Sarah in the car when we were driving (other than I can't wait for her to get online) how I'm trying to save money to visit you. :) Because you're amazing.

God damned if I don't miss smoking. -___- I gave it up, but I still crave it every now and then.

Ugh he sounds like a butt. Like... A huge one. I totally get the getting a little drunk and a little handsy but that doesn't mean lie to get into someones pants :/

*gives helsinki a bigwarmsuperduperlady hug* <3

hey gozed! :D