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Haha, Well, GoW Ascension come out tomorrow, And I will probably head over to my friends to play it. Where his room is in his house Cell service is scarce. Natsu needs his phone for net, and will probably be crashing at said friends house.. So no way to get on and post :P


@batterz HI BATTERZ <3

HAI HAI.

<.<;; The day got incredibly worse.

o.o;; I hope you're okay...

What happened hun? OuO

Considering Zane went out to get food, and there still is NO food?
Thats debatable. xD

Well, alright. Let me rephrase that. Is ZANE okay?

Physically.... maybe...

Mentally? -walks away whistling-

LOL! Espy your read my mind on that post..


Doesn't that boy ever learn?

Bats is a redheaded force of evil to be reckoned with.. ouo

-grimace- Remind me to never get Batts angry.

As long as you remind me the same thing! CX We will keep each other reminded.. ouo

Neither one of you have ever seen me mad.

Go drop Zane a PM. He'll tell you horror stories.
<.<;; I swear I've never made him spit blood.

In his defense though, this time, he was more focused on getting my mom something that she wouldn't throw up. She's been sick all day, and I've been taking care of her.

But.. this is getting to be ridiculous. If he'd gone out earlier, like he said he would, I'd at least have Jelly to nom on.

No,I haven't seen you mad, But I can imagine.. That's what makes it even more scary.. XD

Friday, I threw all his clothes out of the house and into the yard.
Even chipped his pillow in.

I was severely serious about kicking him out of my house.

-sigh- I'm really worried about the three of you. Seriously.

I don't know WHAT the hell is wrong with him lately.

He's got physical evidence that the way he's been, has been making me sick.
BODILY, sick. Theres zero reason why I should be contracting over 100 degree fevers on a weekly basis.

I thought with him starting his new job things would be good.. he wouldn't be miserable anymore.. but now its like he's completely void of thought. Or he overthinks. Or he talks himself into thinking something completely different than what I've said.

It makes NO sense.


The boy knows I won't get food for myself, because of my condition. knows I wont even ask for it, because I just CANT. He also know what I will, and what I wont, eat. Yet, he's been to the store three times in the last week... and I'm still sitting here with nothing in my stomach. Or he starts random fights out of nowhere. Almost like he wants me to be angry with him.

And the more this goes on... I can't emotionally handle it anymore. Not with whats going on in the house right now, with the whole we havent gotten a ride to go shopping thing, not with me worrying constantly about whats going on in my head..now moms really sick..

I cant do my shit, his shit, AND moms shit. I'm going to break.

That sounds like me when I crashed under stress last semester.