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Please, I have no true social life XD. This is the same one. I had dress rehearsal yesterday, not the actual concert.

So, I've came to accept I may have a bit of a crush on my best friend... Okay, I have for the past year, but I finally told another person offline. Problem is, bad things always happen when I have a crush on a friend D:.

yes, very much i need them carbs. wait whut.

xD Lmao. wow. Dark elf avatar? 8D Congratts <3
/wants to see it. XD

Uhh. I don't know... XD Probably 1; games forum gives like 1/10 of the aurum per post and 2; by the time one can type/think up a full reply to an rp, that same one can post like. 10-20 times, depending, getting 300-600 aurum vs the rp's 55ish. xD

@Viridis: I've been there before...a couple times @.@
Sadly I haven't figured out any good advice for this. Let me know if you do kay?

@Vincent: I want to see the avatar too xD idk if I'll be making it tonight. Sadly I'm loggin off just when everyone else seems to be getting ont. Sooo tired -flops-

@ Viri ;
Ohhh. XD So this is the actual one.
Pshh. more then I do. XD That's for sure.

Hmm telling someone of your crush is kinda exciting but that's also very trust-heavy. XD
I've never had a crush on a offline friend seeing as how all my friends have been female (BUT I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YOU 8l) XD So I don't know how it feels or what to actually tell you. Dx

@ Jurinjo ;
Just refresh xd i already made it?

Awh. :c And yeah its kinda weird everyone's getting on around midnight. XD
Alright. ;~; Hopefully you'll be on tomorrow? XD
Rest well. 8D

Yep XD. Last night we just had to figure out what exactly we were doing and who would be where, then she, the choir conductor, changed it around today.

I can trust this one, since she's not the type to blab if you ask her not to. I'm thankful for that. I know it ended badly before, but this was when we were all very hormonal teenagers who probably did stupid things, and said stupid things as well.

Lmao. XP Wooow alot of good that yesterday did huh. XD
Like WHY. JUST WHY.
I couldn't join a choir though. /myvoicesucks.
Ah. x3 That's good. Lmao. XD Yeahh. It's alot better out of high school. XP so this one will turn out well. 8D yesyes.

I don't know when and if I'll tell him yet. I'm rather happy just being buddies who play video games together. I don't want to screw that up somehow. That's what I'm worried most about. I think he likes me too, but I'm not sure. We do tend to go on a lot of almost dates a lot. I might be taking that the wrong way, though, as I'm not very experienced in this field!

Vincent, I sure hope so. I'm not a very gifted person when it comes to dealing with other people... or my own feelings... or other people's feelings... I just think this could go badly.

I'mm not the best person when it comes to any kind of social activities either. XD I guess that's why alot of my relationships don't go well. ;~;'
I wanna change but I don't know /how/ when I'm not even really sure what the problem is. XD

I've never even had a real relationship, so this is nerve-wracking. I just don't want to screw up our friendship if something goes bad. I couldn't handle that. He's my best friend.

Ah. :c Well then yeah I can imagine it is. DX
I sorry I can't help much though. ;~; I'm not exactly fit to be giving relationship advice. XD best I can do is -hope- for the best. ;~; -patpat-

So, for now I'm going to be having an inner battle with myself over this. One part wants to just get it over with, the other is terrified to do so.

In other news, I'm back up to 1k aurum again, after buying those capes the other day.

Agh. XD Relationship woes XP haha.
I don't know whether to say I miss them or not...hm. XD

Awesome. 8D /so proud
So what common is gunna be up and bought next? XD

Ugh. I hate when I can't tell if I made an avatar better or worse. XD

Man, I have relationship problems without the relationship XD. I was going to invite him over to play Minecraft and work on our papers this Thursday, but I don't know if I can handle it. They just updated it for the Xbox too!

Probably the other 3 capes I wanted that were 1.5k total XD. I'm thinking about saving up until I have like 10k aurum and buying a bunch of stuff, though.

Lmao. XD that just means you're off to a good start. 8D
/gets shot
Oh damn. XD Well he IS your friend. XP I'm sure he likes hanging out with you haha.

Ah the choices the choices. XD Too bad you can't get random items from the crane game and sell them to the store for various amounts of money. that would solves ALL our problems. XD