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M1: Ah awesome, I know a few people who play minecraft, among others. Fun times.

Kara: Sounds fun.

Yeah, my admin was updating the mods last night so I didn't have a chance to get on really. x'D

Almost time for me to go to work.. bleh

I might scare everyone away from me by talking about BL and Yaoi <3

Still cuddeled under blankets as I all my get up and go has gone today.

:(

*Hugs while getting the emergency wake-up skunk*

>.> I may have spent too much time trying to do well (well meaning "real bad perfectionism") at something and brain is crashing at the moment <.<

I think for the most part of it is my brain being overly active. I keep getting paranoid thoughts. Nothing really pulls me back from them either I just have to suck it up and try to get on with the day. Also as theres like a million bugs going round every one around me is ill. That's not helping with meh moods

@Law
Oh, I've done that before for one of my calculus classes, I felt like an idiot the next morning when I went back over the problem I had gotten confused about. x'D And then there was the time in calculus II when I left my book in my dorm so I ran back and slammed my arm into the door. Was still pretty painful and bruised badly that the people in the food area gave me some ice and I used my coat with it to put on it. So here I am in class during a test with ice sitting on my arm. I told my professor afterwards why I had that and he didn't realize it was ice, and then freaked that I had hurt my arm asking if I needed more time. I reassured him it was fine because it wasn't my dominate one anyways. XD

@Kara
I've been feeling like that a lot with my job but at least its not as bad as with my previous job. That job was so awful I would start getting snippy with certain situation when it came to my coworkers. I always apologized to them later for it though, except for when the manager got mad at me that one day because I called them up to do back-up since no one was scheduled for it and they started telling me that I'd just have to be faster and to stop bothering them when they go to the back office to work on things, and they said all of this right in front of a customer. So my reply back was "Well, I can't help that back-up is not scheduled when I get swamped with customers," which was a sore spot for them because they were the one doing all the scheduling during this time. So when I took care of the customer, greeting them and all, they asked how I was and I said I was good and they said that I'm saying that because I have to, even more so after what they saw. I told them pretty much because I can't do much else about it.

*hugs the ml*. I hope your ok chicken.

That's why I don't work there anymore. XD I know a few other people who quit there, and one of them, when he did quit draw a smiley face on the schedule and crossed out all the days he had been scheduled for and wrote in that he quit. ^^;

Ah, Well I has a daft today, just realised I missed a dose of my Medication least it dos state that if I forget just to take it as soon as I remember. Ah well, I must really remember to take it as we as it's a vital part of keeping the body running :/.

Kara: Ah that's not good, but I'm sure you will remember next time to take it or put a reminder in your phone with an alarm set or something. I do that sometimes.

I do that and I still forget, ad a stresfull couple of days thugh. Had to drop out of uni for a while till I can get things organised on my side. As good as the NHS is I've still been left alone to deal with my illness by my self and ust not coping how I should. Going back to uni in October though.

I hope you will be okay, I have to take medication as well, prenatal vitamins and my bipolar medication. I take it most days, just sometimes I get so sleepy that I dont wake up til the morning.

I'm a bit of a night owl these days since I've been working Twilight I need to work days due t what I'm on medication for but as usual retail work is such a faff on that I'll have to go rough a million hoops to get that sorted and b the time I go through the hops the problem may of gone away. Not looking forward to the next round of blood tests though.

Hmm not good, and doesn't sound too pleasant.

live and let live as the saying go's I just don't do well with blood tests last one ad me crying for two days after and feeling very unwell.But it's got to be done also got to have tests done to check for Crones or colitis as both run in my family