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i need to.....rest

I need to sleep, too.

Tomorrow begins a new workweek.

My computer is back from being repaired but the thing was wiped so I need to reinstall and reconfigure everything again.

one of my sister's dog ate half of her birthday cake =T and they won't take her to the vet right away.
My dad, who's already old and forgetful, left his chair close to the table where the cake was, so the dog jumped on the chair and then on the table to eat the cake. We only realized minutes later when my mom was going to put the cake on the fridge. My sister's husband is somehow not convinced of the toxicity of chocolate in dogs or believes his dogs are immortal and says it's no use to go to the hospital, they gotta hit the road and go back home and then think about it. My sister won't do it without him, probably to blame him later if anything happens, but the dog is like, 6lbs!! And ate like, 1 pound of a chocolate cake with chocolate filling and chocolate icing!!! WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE FEARING FOR HER LIFE!!!

someone took the last sample of chocolate pretzels at costco :^(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( ((((((((((((((((((((
>:^(

I missed the bus so I'm gonna have to take a different bus which is a different route and mm-mm nope not gonna like this
especially since my headphones just went on me which means no music on this unknown bus route and I'm gonna have to buy new ones tomorrow when I get running shoes or no music for gym tI me that I'm trying to get in
its been hard to take care of myself again since I feel like I'm an unloveable piece of trash but I'm doing small things to make myself feel more tolerable but also isolating myself until it seems like anyone even notices my absence lol
I really need to learn to be nicer to myself towards things I can't control, and fix things I can contol that I feel is a problem (i.e. my weight, which isn't even just me saying I look fat and ugly it's literally that I'm unhealthy and probably slowly killing myself from it)

idk I'm just realizing a lot of stuff and feel so alone but whatever

anyways the current song that I feel matches these feelings perfectly is "hold me tight or don't" by fall out boy sooooo idk what I'm saying I'm getting a little rambly now lol oops

looked down today and said
holy shit my gut is atrocious

Me.

Literally, me right now.

when ppl immortalize ur low points in life in a quote

I did not make it to the art store today. Though I suppose I did not need to spend the money.

Scratch that. My computer is STILL buzzing! Annoyed phone call coming Asus' way.

Migraine. Ugh.

feet hurt

I'm exhausted... I haven't had a proper day off in a month.

I have been out of work for weeks, and today was my first day back; unfortunately, I have to call the branch to see if there's work.

Thanks to the massive quantity of event items in my inventory causing lag (because my phone doesn't handle a lot of images well without wifi) so it has been hard to check my latest event dupes, I was unable to buy more items before the store and currency disappeared!
T_T
Sorry Derpy, no chickens or spiders or rats for you!