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:] Tomorrow is Monday and I don't know how I feel about that.
Having to think about choosing to eat unhealthy and drink my sad thoughts away, vs actually making an effort and being productive and eating healthy is a struggle...and it really shouldn't be. >->

I have to be the good good...even though I sometimes really want to not.
I'm going to go take a long shower and do whatever the hell I feel the most obliged to do. <-<

Finally released the ukagaka I was working on last night.

My hands hurt.

Why do I feel kinda drained mentally? x__X Maybe because the weekend was a bit hectic in its own ways.

I feel like a tiny ghost socked me in the face and now I have a ghostly invisible black eye. @~< ??

Why is it so hard to find a job that pays well, gives the hours I need, and isn't so mind-numbingly dull that it makes me want to blow my brains out?
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Because you're constantly being undercut by people who have a higher tolerance for boredom.

I blame my parents for never making handling account billing and cleaning jobs where the boss doesn't trust that you're really working and not on your phone or stealing alcohol and always gives credit for the things you do to other people fun...
>.>
<.<

Ew, that's a pretty toxic work environment.

The statement stands; places like that will hire anyone because they get a lot of churn. Anyone with standards will quit, which means that the people who keep the job are the ones who can tolerate excessive levels of BS.

It's not quite illegal, but it's a sign of a bad employer. It's a self-perpetuating cycle of crap, because employers that can't trust their employees end up getting employees that can't be trusted.

I'm feeling less mentally drained today! :D

I'm a cranky bitch rn.
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o-o;...I have a bad feeling,..that soon, I will be sensing a great disturbance in the force. (and by "disturbance" I mean my period.. >->;)

...-feeds chocolate-

*steals all the chocolate because stress eating*

Currently working on Wilson's menu.dic.

God damn, that's a fucking bloated file. Who the hell thinks that a 100,000 character long file isn't bloated?

I'm unsure as to why I thought putting in all the damn items was a good idea, frankly.

*lets Kaderin swipe it because I'm a freak that doesn't like chocolate* x} I'll take whatever I get the munchies for usually, :c Though regretfully I crave cheese...because it makes it worse..but, grilled cheese sammiiich.. >~>;...salmon?...mac 'n cheese....noooo…I'm going to be bloated either way. x'}
RIP my health.

I'm also cranky today Dx