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aaaah.

Not gonna lie, I'm actually stupidly excited about the prospect of dyeing stuff again. It's been ages since my last yarn dyeing adventure. I just haven't had the money for it really. Plus I haven't actually done that much with the yarn that I'd been dyeing. My initial plan was to donsell them on Etsy, but I just haven't taken the time to get that running. So then I was going to just use them, but idk what to use them for.

Fair, it's always exiting to get back into something!!

tbh i wish i could draw better so i can do at least some cheap commissions.

Got back into Celeste, the Celestial Resort level is super fucking tedious and I die too much on that. Like, even more than doing the Summit, which is a helluva lot harder.

....i think i doomed myself.

I got roped into GMing Curse of Strahd

Could I see your art?

Also....

There she is!! and Derpy!!

Sure i'll show you my most recent things.
Yasiira, Bug, A discord emoji i made of Yasiira a while back, an unfinished character concept.

Oooohhhh. Pretty! I actually really love the looks of the unfinished one.

Me too, i think i'm afraid of ruining the looks by lining it. I have a bad relationship with lineart.

Tbh I think it looks great as it is.

yeah same tbh. Not gonna touch it from here. I can show you some drow sketches i did but one of them is naked.

Yeah! Show me!

I don't think i can show that on this site.

also i never realized how easy it was to make me cry until i forgot a character's name, called them the wrong name...and everyone lost their shit. I started crying and had to leave my own game.
I'm just glad it was post session, and not one of my player's names and that...
oh fuck im tempted to call the game off because now im embarrassed and anxious. My anxiety is flaring up bad and i haven't stopped crying.

I'm sure it will all be okay. Accidents happen. *offers hug*

In other news trying to stay motivated to finish a shawl. XP
It's not easy. I'm so tired right now...

Rest for you deserve it.

also i bounced b/c i was not abt that life u know?

Rest is not easy to get. My mind doesn't wuiet down until between 3-5am usually and then I wake up usually between 8-9 am, then nap off and on for the next few hours or as long as my brain will let me.
And I am such a ball of stress and anxiety right now that only the few hours (or like....30-45 minutes according to my generic fitbit) that I'm in deep sleep am I able to relax and rest.