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i spent the entire day watching tomb raider walkthrus uh..........??!

it's already sunday??

I want to be in a peaceful forest, but I'm not. :c That's my daily awful.

bored, not sure what to do and that's driving me up the wall. not sure if it's executive dysfunction or depression, y'know? i don't feel like doing anything, but the understimulation is going to drive me nuts.

Tomorrow is one of my oldest friend's birthday. :] Unlike me, she is has both a job and degree and likes to drink probably a little too much. After I text her a happy birthday and chat for two days we will proceed to go silent as I will again be forgotten for the rest of the year. :} I never forgot her birthday, even though she doesn't text me on mine. ._.; I guess I'm easy to forget about?...or all my friends hate me now. :] or like me are too shy to say hi, because we're always "busy".

redownloaded the flame in the flood. it's a nice game.
unfortunately i can't play it because executive dysfunction is kicking my fucking ass.

Every time I think I'm getting better, I get worse the next day. I spent 4 fucking hours awake last night doing nothing but cough my ass off. Today I'm hoarse as hell, and my throat feels like it's make of rocks. KMN.

twitter shoving its new bloated layout down my throat and i cant switch back.
thanks i hate it

I don't really like the new layout aesthetically, and it's irritating that the chronological feed option isn't in the settings anymore so it's harder to find (it's the sparkle button at the top right of your home feed), but I really don't find it worth getting that upset about.

miss me w that zen. gotta flex my first world problem privilege for that e-clout

found a loophole to get the old UI back tho. i hope they don't fix it. 🐍

tfw paintchainer/artificial intelligence colors better than me
what am i even doing anymore

confuse them w open lines

i don't even use twitter. it's crap, there's a ton of bullshittery on there and tumblr's just got a bit of a better layout, frankly.

Coming up with things to color.

AI is good at tasks that require following patterns, and coloring is all about following the pattern that's already there and filling it with another pattern.

AI currently isn't very good at coming up with anything that's actually NEW. It can learn to imitate things, but it can't come up with new ideas of its own.

;-; I'm breaking out again on my chin and forehead and it sucks...
...I don't want my period to come. </3

2019 n i still can't follow patterns o(-<

i still use tumblr bc it's easier to find my stuff with hashtags. twitter on the other hand........like pullin' teeth 😬

You ever have rage tears? Where you're just so goddamned violently angry that all you can do is sob your eyes out?

Yeah, so my bike seat got stolen a while back. I went to replace the fucking seat and found the thief didn't JUST steal the seat. Oh no. They fucking destroyed the entire fucking mechanism for adjusting the seat. I physically CAN'T replace the fucking seat, and I have a whole day's worth of errands to run. I literally can't make dinner tonight if I can't get to the store and the bike was my ONLY ride. FML.