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My legs hurt so much from walking all yesterday. <x'} Ughh, such a big campus...

Alternatively, I just found a feather in the water I was boiling two eggs in. e~0;;; Now I'm sorta nervous to crack them open...

Wanting more coffee but limiting oneself

is always a daily awful

Have to practice driving today for 2 hours. :[ My right leg is going to be in pain later...

i'm scared of being alone again and being left out of things but i don't want to force myself into things

why can't i be marginally functional

back pain oof

Can relate to back pain xux

:} ...I guess I have to endure another period in the near future because my doctor is unavailable to prescribe me medication. *clicks tongue and puffs cheeks* >~>; I'd rather wait for a couple hours than wait for death. ;u; Because that's the pain now...ugg. Why are my hormones so stupid, and suicidal?? Whyyy?

Am almost to work. Realized I left ny work apron at home. Well frack. Really hope there's a spare I can borrow for the day.

back pain suUUUUUCks.

Nevermind, haha! <x} It turns out the bus adventure today was kinda bad. I did a lot of walking to my first stop and off my last stop, in 90 degree weather wearing all black. :} Also had to ask for help three or six times today. Felt so clueless and dumb. <x'} Ran around campus trying to complete a form needed to pay for my classes, but the form wasn't supposed to be sent to the offices there, and I had to include info I have no clue about, so...yeh that was an adventure alright...Also the kiosks at the library there won't let guests print anything because they're ASSHOLES. >:{ I had to walk to my major's department and cross my fingers that they'd let me print there instead! Ontop of that, how am I supposed to get to class this week, <x} if the damn bus can't even come on time and arrive on time?? I was so busy trying to take care of my student paperwork before the offices there closed, I forgot to eat, and nearly dehydrated myself. <x{ I had to wait a long time for my ride home too... *rocks in corner* /8{ I'm not insane for just wanting one thing to go correctly today, am I? I ca-I'm, no. No. Today was infuriating and exhausting and I just, that's enough... >n> I feel like holding a kitty, breaking glass, and then crying into a clam shell, so nobody has to see my pained expression...

cheesus can i just live on an iv drip instead of masticating
dear buddha in my next life, i would like to reincarnated as a rock

mfw the rice crackers i made are too hard to bite thru ( ͡ ' ˍゝ͡ ' )

After years of building up my credit and developing an amazing credit score... Less than a year of being poorer than I've ever been has dropped it down into the 500s... we were depending on my credit score to be able to get an apartment or condo, but...

Ahem...

...just sayin'

Kneel, or the uterine lord will make you bow!