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you're not taking morning classes, are you? i've heard those are their own special kind of hell.

;U; I sure am! *swings arm inward, in a short happy-lookin' but obviously misfortunate gesture*
I got one class soon at 9:30, then at 11:30, then lunch, and another at 1:30pm. And I still got the homeworks, and a 30 min workout to complete after I collapse back home. TTuTT

oh, lord. sounds like absolute hell tbh.

;u; Not too much. I gotta wake up before 7am to get here on time tho, so...maybe hell after all? But I'm late for hell only 2 days outta the week so, ehh..

gestures at me having to constantly play therapist to feel marginally useful to a friend group that probably won't do the same for me no matter what i do.

gestures at people overlooking my art.

sighs in the distance.

I will stab ace exclusionists

also i have class at 9am

I’ve done the playing therapist thing. Neither of us are therapists. Neither of us are professionals. Therefore it is not our job. Don’t forget that.

bro comes asking me to help him with something. love having cigarette smoke near me, so i swat at it. wait for him to fucking get on with it, he whinges that i'm out for myself when i tell him to get on with it.

fine, i guess i'll be out for my-fucking-self. not my damn problem. i'm sick of being treated like this when i'm not in the mood to deal with whatever he wants me to piss about with.

i'm not qualified in any manner to give any therapist shit whatsoever. i think it's just to keep people around so that i can be marginally useful, y'know?

I’m still learning how to untangle my self-worth from what I contribute to other people.

tfw ur sister tells u something then tells u not to tell anyone and ur therapist is only thursday so the thoughts keep
*s*i*m*m*e*r*i*n*g*

Kids want to keep screaming outside. x_X Why me.

I GOT HOME AND PASSED OUT FOR FIVE HOURS

I HAD THINGS TO DO TONIGHT

oof a rough day

wanted to attend an earlier session, but was 10 minutes late to that, so i didn't walk in. but i was very early for my scheduled section. the binds of habit are too strong, the will is weak,,,,, 😿

Man I love waking up crying. Really gets yer day goin'.