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/: I am moving into my own apartment and still have to pay my parents 250 a month for rent cause I'm on the lease. lol I have no one to fall back on but myself.

I am not sure how we are going to keep roof above our heads and eat this winter, not even talking about medicine or my bus tickets to school, but... I guess we will survive somehow. I need to keep believing that or else I really will feel like giving up. -sighs-

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I know how that feels...I'm almost to the point of just giving up myself..

-huggles- Don't, please. >: You already have work, you have some income. But me - I cannot get work yet due to some reasons and all income we have will be lost if I stop studying and I am not sure how I will keep attending to school with being so sick so much and all the stress I have to go trough there that makes my health so much worse. My mom is getting sicker every day, too, and if I loose her...

I really do believe things will sort out for you. -hug- Sooner or later. See, you found a boyfriend whom you are happy with, you didn't believe that would happen any time soon, too.

*huggles Rainy* I really hope things are okay with you. :( I don't know what's going on but I dun like what I hear so far! ;w; *clings* I do hope you and your family will be fine. I am sure you guys can make it!

:p rawr lol. If we can just make this apartment and our car last long enough, we'll be fine..I hope.

The same things as few last years are going on, plus, some of the tax raising... Once again. The crisis is still "hitting" Latvia hard, or rather, our government is using it as excuse still.
But we will try to last somehow. -nods-

You will. -sends lot of good magics your way and hugs tightly- There is still time. -snug-

Oi..that really sucks booty. :( This freaking world is a mess..

lol Thanks. We need it. <3 Seems nothing but bad luck likes to hit us.

It indeed is. But, well... I still have my mom and that's much for me. So, it could be worse.

Aw. >: -scares bad luck away from Muff Muff-

I'm happy for that then. <3 At this point my mom I could live with out, not her dying or anything, but her always on my case. I pay rent and still have to follow their rules. I'm moving out but still watching their kids and paying rent. Hell, she even told me I was the reason she was gonna have a heart attack cause her blood pressure was so high. /: Then she wonders why I don't want to live with them anymore. lol And I'm selfish cause you know, I'm still gonna pay rent and watch my sisters even while paying my own rent somewhere else and having a full time job...Whatever. lol Sorry ranting. D:!

Yea, aren't your sisters big enough to watch them selves over at least some bit? >.> You are doing a whole lot to help them already. I would be happy if I had sis like you. My brother... He never helped us, only lived on our wallet and promised, promised, promised (and bought expensive stuff for him self behind our backs)... We would be happy if he had helped at least a bit while he lived with us... And there were other things about him. -sighs-
Anyways, don't want to rant more. Dx But, yea, I kind of agree they are putting a lot on you. >: -hug-

My sisters are 4 and 2. lol So no. :I Oi..I would beat the crap outta him. lol

Ah, I see. I thought they were older.
And, well, my grandma adored him, loved more than me and mom taken together. We couldn't beat him up/throw him out while she was alive, or else she might have done something to her self (she got really unreasonable sometimes after her stroke... caused by crying over him) or having heart attack. ._. He left some time before she died and after she died (we let him know, of course), he has not given us a single message. It's over a year that we know nothing of him.

Wow..sounds like such a lovely part of the family. -w- *sarcasm galore~* That really is just ridiculous..

House was rather hell-ish because of him and grandma for few years. I understand grandma, whose mind was not so clear anymore for past 4-5 years, but he... He is such a liar. Because of him, I have come to hate lies the most in the whole world. ><
But, yea... I kind of don't count in my family anymore. Now it's just me and mom. He erased him self out of our family with the way he acted. Especially how he didn't write a single line to us in this time (but I know he is alive and such, due to facebook account).

Anyways, I don't really want to talk about it anymore. It's kind of depressing, especially with my birthday and Christmas coming nearer. -sigh-

Your birfday?! When is that. xD Though I'm horrible with memory so I may forget. ;w;