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Yup. I want some red, though, but don't have red clothes and can't afford going common shopping much yet. XD If I had more DIs, mayeb I could figure something... -stares at her runes and ponders-

Hmm. -insert start of an interesting topic here-

:O No way, Rainy, that's so interesting! I think crickets are cute too!

I hoped you would think so, Sushi Queen. x3

of course, of course. there are not many buggies that I like, but crickets and grasshoppers aren't bad at all. :3

I like bugs. 8D And grasshopers are mighty biters. XD

but grasshoppers aren't scary with evil pinchers and red eyes and poison toothies. D:

They bite verrry painfully, though. XD So, it's just only your opinion they are harmless and not scary, if you look at them that way. XD Besides, if you can think red eyed demon is hot, why not a bug? XD
For example, I think that the fact fly has 5 eyes is kinda cute and very awesome. x3

I'm not into demons, I don't usually think they're hot. XD

I have lots of bad dreams about bugs, and the ones that always creep me out are poisonous, have stingers and pinchers, and/or are slimy. DX

XD At least that much, or it's like going agaisnt your self, lol. XD

I only don't want to touch bugs much. Like, snails. I have the weird fear they will get in my sleeve and be all slimy there and I am afraid to squish them. T_T Since we don't really have poisonous bugs here, I don't have any fears about them. XD

But my fears of height, even very small one, is even more irrational, so I am not saying you're dumb or anything like that for fearing them. You just feel that way and don't think you can change it just like that.

yeah. and I'm not afraid of heights. I'm not even afraid of falling. but I am afraid of the impact after hitting the ground.

one time I accidentally stepped on a slug when I was wearing socks, and it got my sock all slimy and icky. D:

T_T Poor snail.

And, well, my inner voice reasons like this when I am up high somewhere - if you fall, then you can't control what happens to you anymore and you will crash, and there is always possibility that you could fall from here, so better get down. It is the loudest when I am in some high place that doesn't have from wall to floor barrier between me and the place I could fall down into.

Even if I am, say, standing on table, changing curtains, it speaks, too. ;>.> Then it says that if I will suddenly feel faint, like I often do, and fall forward, I really could land on the ground and even if I fall backwards, I could break my backbone. ;>.>

eeks. D: I just don't plan that far ahead when I'm in high places, but if I notice myself losing balance, I get worried about getting hurt. I tripped down the stairs yesterday. DX

After I went with my class to church tower's very top in 4th grade, these fears have been awakened in me. It was really high up, that small platform was crowded and the barrier was rather low and that was the first time I was REALLY afraid of height. Then let's add that I once fell from the very top of the kinder garden outside climbing ladders and broke and dislocated my shoulder... Yea, I dislike height. =_=;

DDDD: ow! and I can totally understand how that would make you afraid of heights.

Another fear I have is of fast driving and being in car in general. It was the strongest about ayear ago, now I am more calm, but big speed, especially outside city, makes me scared. x.x;