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*hugs* thanks. I've been out here at college for almost two years, and my family is just about to move out here so I won't even be able to go home any more to get away from utah.... and I just want to get out of here it's stifling.

This is where all of my mom's family lives.... and since my dad got a promotion and is traveling a lot more they wanted my mom to have a place she was super comfortable with living. And it's just hard because I don't really even feel like I have a home.... My family has moved around a lot.

I'll bet. Yeah I was born in California, then we moved to Illinois for 7 years, Arizona for a year and a half, New Jersey for 4 and a half years, and Washington for 3 and a half years, and now Utah for 2 years. It's so frustrating.

Yea.... it's been hard. Like I don't really feel like I belong anywhere.... Which is why I want to just move away from everything that I know and figure out me. if that makes any sense.

Me too. At least it'll be a step in the right direction. I'm finally doing something for me.

I've been doing things to please my parents for much too long.

I'm almost 20 and I'm still doing things to please my parents.... That's why I'm at this college and why i'm doing this major.... It's just silly. And why I do a lot of things.

*huggles* I finally feel comfortable enough in myself that I feel like I can do it. Sadly it took my boyfriend to help me feel that way.... But hey, I'll take whatever helps.