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I... I don't really fear death. What I fear is lot of pain before that, pain in general. I have been close to death and for me, that was just sinking deeper and deeper in sleep, getting freed from all the physical suffering I was going trough at that time and that returned when I woke up.
What makes me the saddest is the thought that most of my friends, since they are in Internet, would never find out what happened, I would just disappear on them. Which is one of the reasons why I worry about friends who disappear randomly. Sometimes things happen so unexpectedly...
I kind of don't think person ends with death. I can't say I believe in Heaven or Hell, but I believe that person just ends there and then when their heart stops beating. So, I suppose the knowledge how sad would be my few close people when parting with me, and that I wouldn't be able to be with them for a long time, is the thing that makes me the saddest when I think about moment I will depart from this world.

Why everyone closing their art shop? O.o

Duchess is on vacation, kind of, so away from trisphee, after that her school starts and DarkWolfrin has his shop's slots full - he is not taking more than 3 at a time so he doesn't get drowned.

Because I am just like that.... XD

Username :: Sadrain
Avatar or Picture :: http://i34.tinypic.com/23sfymd.jpg and http://i36.tinypic.com/fwk9li.jpg
Style You're Ordering :: Chibis
Payment Amount :: 3000 aurum, more if you want to
Details & Comments :: Could you draw those avvies together, please? Pretty please? x3

Sure thing and I will try to animate it with some cloud and such.

Rainy! You didn't have to do that! o.o

Thank you, panda! :3

Ooo, that makes me all curious as to what it will look like, Panda, and thank you for agreeing. C:

I will see if I can start on it today.

There is no general rush, so don't worry. x3

*update* Real life issue and problems...sorry if I seem stuck up lately. D;

Ahhh, I hope stuff sorts for you soon. >: I misses you! -hugs- Hope it's nothing too severe. ;3;

Thank you so much Rainy. You're so sweet at heart.

Fantastic Chibi art. I'll definitely order one when I have the proper avatar.

@Sadrain -I'm a huge sucker for chibi art. But with the preview thing not working correctly with me just yet I'm going to hold off ordering. For now I'm playing guess how it looks with my avatars. XD

Lancelot, well, thank you very much for the compliment. :D

Rainy, it is the truth.
I have some bamboo left, no need to get some more right now. XD