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I know what a transwoman is. I was just confused because I thought that she thought that's what you were. xD

Maaaaaaaaaaany people do.
-w-''''

I suppose I come across as a very perky bubbly guy. A lot of my friends on Solia didn't know I was a she until I came out LOL!

I dunno. It may simply be because people here more about transwomen than transmen, though I think they have about the same ratio. Thing is, transmen on T start blending in much more quickly and looking like men very fast. (T is powerful stuff, man! xD)

It is!
I've decided not to go on T though. At least not yet. Not until I have my bakery! Ahaaaa

Hn? Why wait?

Because its expensive as HELL Dx
As is the school I'm wanting to get into, starting a business and maintaining it. I've been 22 years this way, I don't mind waiting longer. It will only be that much sweeter in the end.

T isn't that bad actually. Not considered to the surgeries. Actually, top isn't /that/ bad either. I mean, it's a lot, but for what it is, it's certainly worth it. xD

I know. I just want to get my life straight first. I get preached at a lot about setting priorities and... I've made my bakery and education first, then my boyfriend and lastly my physical state. I'm not unhappy or depressed about how I am anymore. I've come to terms with it since coming out. There is an occasional dose of disgust, but I remind myself that there are people who see me as a man even if I have female parts.

Ah, well self-acceptance certainly is important. It's a good thing to have your priorities straight though. You have a very frustrating road ahead of you, don't lose sight of your goals!

I have my blinders equipped! lol
Yeah, I'm shy but very head strong and blunt. So... now that I have my path chosen like HELL anyone will pry me from it.

Do you wear a binder or pack or anything? Just curious xD

No, not yet.
But where I live being different is very dangerous. Its already hard enough being someone who was born in another state and raised over seas here.
D;

Ah, okay. I understand then. Does your boyfriend/family know?

Oh yes, my boyfriend knows all about my... as a friend put it, condition. Though he was one of the first to know ~
I haven't told my parents... My mother is rather set in her ways, and things have been really stressful with her chemo having gone through and all that.
My dad...well, he's bipolar and Southern through and through. He's homophobic, so you can imagine how he would feel about his daughter wanting to have a dick.

oh... Yeah, I get why you wouldn't want to tell them..

Curious. What does your boyfriend think? Does he consider himself to be bi at least?

He's bi ~
And for the longest I thought he was just into men -A-;
Since, I've known him since a little after I moved back to the USA...and he'd ALWAYS had boyfriend. Who I want to knife out of jealousy
/sob/