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I can understand that.

I used to be antisocial but i decided i liked people too much.

i am one of those clingy people who needs someone to lord over them >,<

I don't mind people online but in really life all I do is smile and nob my head most of the time. In RL I have a grand total of 1 friend.

I try to socialize IRl with odd people

I'm surrounded but odd people so it is not like I have much of a choice. But I've come to prefer people on chat forums to ones in RL simply because you guys are easier to handle and there aren't as many emotions involved. I don't do well with emotions.

Okay I can understand that. Somtimes dealing with the emotions of othrs is hard.

I don't deal with emotions well; even my own. I have on occasions simply forced myself to stop feeling emotions because it was easier that way. Acting helped me learn how to pretend really well about being all right even though I never really got the hang of dealing with my emotions.

I like feelign emotions even the bad ones, I just dont' like haveing them take control of me.

I've never had the most ration choices regaurding emotions and I can't really say I care if I have them most of the time. Not having them makes dealing with abnormal situations much easier though.

I guess that's true.

It is also the root of my problems regarding my social retardence. I simply can't understand some parts of being human because I forgot at the time what it was like. I've insulted people without meaning to because I forgot that most people won't sit there untill you finish what your saying to hear the complete reason. I've gotten better though and do try to keep in tune with emotions nowadays.

: )
XD now i'm at a loss of wha5t to say.

I'm surprised you even listened to that rant. It would most likely seem confusing to an average person.

I"m actually very understanding and i tend to take interest in others when they need to get something out.

Well thanks for listening to my irration rant about emotions. And now to change the subject, Do you like french fries and can I have your skull? *points to signature* You'll be skull #5

Yes it's all yours and yes i do. i'm having soem for dinner in a bit